What do you think of this poem [its 3 poems into 1).?

�it may seem tragic.it may seem sad.but in the end its not that bad.not a moment passes.that she wishes her smile was real.that she wishes she knew what2say.that someone would go&take her life away.every night is the same thing.tears&her blade.regrets&wishes.it never changes.same day,but different ****.her soul is fading bit by bit.shes full of mysteries.want2hear her story?listen4the words that wont come.look at her wrists.theres her diary of the pain she feels.if yhu dont pay attention,itll be gone in a blink.crimson is the color of her ink.she runs&hides.its her control system.she cant hurt that way.there she lyes.with tears in her eyes.she cries herself to sleep.every night.remember,shes quiet­.she suffers in silence.no1 knows why.its the way she is.the way shes been.the way she'll be till that day.when shes nothing but a mere spirit.when she finally fades away.another slit,&more ink2the wrist.tears are floating in her eyes.waiting till its time2come out.she just wants2say goodbye.in her mind,shes thinking of before.before she had2hide;before she had2cry.when things were good.when she was happy.when she had friends.now she pushes everyone away.waiting4the day.as her make up smears with every tear.she tries2remember how she ended up here.shes made a daily routine.same thing every day.no change.nothing new.&if shes lucky,her mouth will form a smile.nobody knows what shes going thru.so young and she should have strength.but shes weak.in her depression,she starts to sink.shes lost in this world.just another face yhu see.but dont recognize.&at night,yhu see.her voices cry.She holds her head.She pulls her hair.Make them go away she screams.The voices laugh their evil laugh.Shes finally gone crazy!They wont go away.She hits her head on her mirror.BANGBANGBANG.Glass shatters.Blood everywhere.The voices stop.She pauses,&starts2shake.With a grin on her face.she died happy.Her story is over.&when they look2find the reason.They look at her diary written in crimson words.